Wednesday, December 29, 2010

"Love is blind. Friendship tries not to notice."

Love, what is it?  I always thought I knew what it was until my most recent relationship ended.  I was head over heals and if he would have asked me to marry him the answer would have been yes.  Now this relationship is over and we are friends.  It was an up and down winding roller coaster of a relationship and the friendship has been no different.  He is currently in another "serious" relationship, but still says things as a what if our relationship was this or that, what would it be like?  I don't have the answers to those questions but he only seems to ask them when I am trying to start something new.  My best friend often times just listens to my problems and attempts to offer her unbiased advice, but more recently she has been more honest.  This is what I need.  I can't see where the relationship is when I am involved in it.  I need a friend to notice what I can't, so friends step in when I am being stupid and blind!

Men, you say women are confusing, however I beg to differ that men are more confusing then women.  If you could just say what you want and stop beating around the bush it would make things so much easier.  You don't want a serious relationship, fine, but you don't just want sex, also fine and preferred.  So you don't want either of those things, what the hell do you want?  I don't know if the lack of communication that bothers me because since coming to college all of my primary courses have taught me how to read, listen and dissect different forms of communication, but when I can't do that on this, it frustrates me.  Word of the wise to men, say what you want, be direct and honest.  It will get you farther, faster.  

New Year's Resolution:  Stop trying to figure out what other people want and figure out what I want.

Simple resolution, now let's see if I can do it.  Get excited for New Year's, it's going to be fun!

xoxo~ Megan

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